The guardians were confused and Jack felt sick with guilt. He hated the feeling of guilt. Now more than ever. They seemed like a crowd to jack. He quickly pushed past them and flew out the doors. He felt so pressurised and he wanted to start everything over again. No one ever understood him. He felt alone in the world. There was no one there for him. He ran his fingers through his hair, and he came back to the question 'who was the last light?' He felt that he had more important things to do than to worry about the light but he wanted to know so badly. He couldn't even think of anyone else except Jamie, but it couldn't be him. Could it? Everything has changed. He felt even more alone than he did before. After living 300 years of heartbreak he didn't know it could hurt as much as it did now. He knew that were ever he went darkness will follow him, he could go anywhere without being followed. He didn't know what else to do. He was lonely. When and ho will he actually defeat pitch?